Sumiko123

I got tagged by the talented THANK YOU!!
kk here i goo

 questions!
1) are you a writer or an artist? or both?
I am more of an artist since I write here and there and its just work of jumbled ideas that I haven't fleshed out

2) do you plan on taking writing or drawing as a career path?
nah, just gonna be my hobby B)

3) what inspired you to draw or write?
probably when I saw my Uncle watching anime and I was like ah cute! I wanna draw that!

4) if you had a super villain nemesis what powers would they have?
they would have the power to.. eh idk that's kinda a hard question, I guess have like shrinking abilties so I could just smash them like a bug. yeah

5) If you could choose one Pokémon or animal to guide you through life what would it be
obviously it would be the hedgehog pokemon... shaymin ;-;

6) If you could jump into any fictional world, what would it be?
ohhhhh i would love to be in osomatsu san's world so i could DATE CHOROMATSU

7) Pullover Hoodies or Zip Up?
mmm pullover hoodies for that extra struggle to try and get it over my fat head

8) your opinion on Socks and Sandals?
socks, i don't like to look at my feet

9) Your opinion on Jar Jar Binks
Hot 10/10

10) how long have you been on DeviantArt?
7 YEARS CUZ I'M OLD AF

my questions!
1)What are your plans for this summer?
2)Who's been your favorite artist for years now?
3) Are you satisfied with your style or are you slowly changing it as you improve?
4)Do you like to listen to music while you draw? or what's something that makes it more comfortable for you to do your art?
5)What is your ultimate guilty pleasure at this moment >?
6)Do you have a favorite artist's oc?
7) Tea or coffee?
8)What drives you to keep doing your artwork?
9)Do you prefer to self teach yourself art or take an art class?
10)How did your come up with your username and why did you choose it?

I tag these lovelies:

So i see that I haven't written a journal entry in like *looks back* 2 years ago... wow, haha. but either way i like to write and as of now I'm not feeling too well so I decided to go back to being more frequent on DA since I don't feel comfortable on insta at the moment, I don't feel comfortable at all. I relapsed recently and I really don't feel too well to keep communicating to people even though I want to and I need to. I really wish I could be a strong person and get over what happened just like she's probably has gotten over me. And I wish I wasn't such a monster to the people I love, and what I mean by the people I love I mean friends, i mean people I had romantic feelings for, and family. I am now scared to have these romantic feelings and I feel so confused about everything. I have huge problems to fix, but sometimes I want the other person to see that problem and make an effort, but I have to do it and I'll do it needlessly if the reaction is for me to stay the hell away. I'm being very vague because it's about someone at school, I just want to make an effort, hey if it doesn't work well then, I just have to accept it and move on. I now write in this journal only because I just realized that I should be careful to the unconditional love I give, I can get caught up in passion and just do my best to live for their happiness, but that makes me in no way independent, but selfless and uncaring to my well being. I was trying so hard to get good at art in a short amount of time... sadly I haven't really made an improvement, but I tried and I still have that same state that if I can become really good at art and satisfy, I can be of good usage. in reality though, I should become better at my own pace and not live up to being someone I can't and will never be. Sometimes I will not be able to satisfy someone completely. Even if I love that person so much, my obsession to become like that other person will only destroy everything... and it did. And I am blind, I am so blind to think that I need a lover to make me happy, its just naivety of being a first lover, I just need to focus on getting better or I will kill myself, because that's exactly what I was so keen to do that night after another breakdown. but that just makes me a coward.

as of now I don't know if I'll get better. I know I'm not a good person and I've done horrible selfish things, I still have so much love i want to give and I want to ... I want to feel really happy

Yes I watch k dramas, no jk not anymore but if you need suggestions I have a big bag of them. I don't really use journals so eh
hopefully I can finish the kawoshin playlist soon because I got some good jams and its really serious hnnnggg, my account is oishii-go 
i haven't yet had many songs just individually to gay space Jesus so that will take awhile AND MY BATTERY IS RUNNING LOW AGH

Okokokokok I really need to fix my act together, I'm a godamn junior sheesh and I used to like South Park??? Yeah that was a phase and I did do fan art for it and had otps??? What?! And I have plushies but that's ok nothing wrong w that
also I had an hetalia phase but nobody rly wants to know that. It was p bad for me (still prays to Spain and Turkey) jansjznnsndnd
there was actually a Turkish guy who came to our class and he was pretty good looking and I learned one of the customs was that when you greet an elderly person u kiss them on the hand and put their hand on your head. He asked for any volunteers and I WAS ABOUT TO STAY PLZ ME, but I was so scared ;-; and surprised that none of the girls shot their hands up, like I said he was an attractive stylish man but nooooo nobody raised their hand and I was too shy 
I'm so sad I missed the chance and then he had to go and I didn't know SO I COULDNT BAKE ANYTHING FOR HIM 
oh well 

haha I'm acting like I'm 11 
also!! Made some new ocs that I'll hopefully draw soon, hopefully I can make them as cool as my friends ocs ,, they're rly cool,,
hopefully 

Yes I watch k dramas, no jk not anymore but if you need suggestions I have a big bag of them. I don't really use journals so eh
hopefully I can finish the kawoshin playlist soon because I got some good jams and its really serious hnnnggg, my account is oishii-go 
i haven't yet had many songs just individually to gay space Jesus so that will take awhile AND MY BATTERY IS RUNNING LOW AGH

Okokokokok I really need to fix my act together, I'm a godamn junior sheesh and I used to like South Park??? Yeah that was a phase and I did do fan art for it and had otps??? What?! And I have plushies but that's ok nothing wrong w that
also I had an hetalia phase but nobody rly wants to know that. It was p bad for me (still prays to Spain and Turkey) jansjznnsndnd
there was actually a Turkish guy who came to our class and he was pretty good looking and I learned one of the customs was that when you greet an elderly person u kiss them on the hand and put their hand on your head. He asked for any volunteers and I WAS ABOUT TO STAY PLZ ME, but I was so scared ;-; and surprised that none of the girls shot their hands up, like I said he was an attractive stylish man but nooooo nobody raised their hand and I was too shy 
I'm so sad I missed the chance and then he had to go and I didn't know SO I COULDNT BAKE ANYTHING FOR HIM 
oh well 

haha I'm acting like I'm 11 
also!! Made some new ocs that I'll hopefully draw soon, hopefully I can make them as cool as my friends ocs ,, they're rly cool,,
hopefully 

Tagged by this Hottie: 

Rules:
1. You must post these rules.

2. Each person has to share 10 things about them.

3. Answer the 10 questions asked to you, and invent 10 new questions the people you tag will have to answer. 

4. You have to choose 10 people, and put their icons on your journal. 

5. Go to their pages and inform them they are tagged. 

6. Not something like "You are tagged if you read this".

7. You have to tag 10 people. 

   Stuff about me:
   1. I love pasta hehehehhe, am I Italy yet????
   2. I am mexican who likes asian things, woah???
   3. I'm bad at math
   4. I am studying japanese
   5. LOVE TEA, TEA IS MY HOMIE
   6. I AM VERY LAZY
   7. lol I get in bad moods sometimes, jk that's not funny :/
   8. I want to go to China again
   9. Spanish can be pain in the butt, and I'm not very serious about it but still   I learn it....
   10. I say sexy a lot, sorry

Here are the questions from this Hottie

  1. Favorite song?
Houseki-Inoue Marina, cause she Armins seiyuu

  2. Favorite Show? ( Not an anime )
        WALKING DEAD!!!!!! So much depression

  3. Favorite character from an anime?
        ARMINARMINARMINARMINARMINARMIN

  4. What is going on in the room you're in right now?
    bunch of stupid ants all over my desk, gonna kill all these bastards

  5. Any hobbies?
Cooking, piano, erm, learning languages, 

  6. Favorite thing to draw?
        um....  ArmjeaneremikaSHINGEKINOKYOBSHAIAHQNMA IDK

  7. Do you think Sealand is a country? If you don't watch Hetalia have you thought about watching it?
    No, he can go burn jk, HE IS! Already did

  8. Fandoms?
    ERWINS EYBROWS? Yeah.....

  9. Favorite drink?
     Armin yeahhhhhhh

  10. Do you cosplay, if so who you you cosplay as?
          Romano

QUESTIONS FOR SEXY PEAOPLE:

1. Who does the cooking in your in your house, AND WHY?
2. Who's your favorite artist on Deviant??? 
3. Did your parents ever walk into you looking at something REALLY BAD? 
4. The first manga and anime you watched? Boku no Pico? 
5. What was the best trip you ever had? 
6. Most embarrassing moment at school? 
7. Which country would you like to visit, would you see yourself living there? 
8. If Armin asked you to be his waifu/husbando would you say yes?
9. Favorite dessert? 
10. What's your biggest dream? The #1 dream??  

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